Bedroom Demos

Inkling

[rev. Sept. 20, 2016]

Be my inkling, be my earthling
Be the voices of the trees
Be my inkling, be my fledgling
Be an angel by degrees

Wolves at the door, look they're asking after you
Loves on the floor, look they're reaching after you
They want you

Be my inkling, be my princeling
Be a visit from beyond
Be my inkling, be my thinkling
Be a black and be a blonde

Wolves at the door, look they're asking after you
Loves on the floor, look they're reaching after you
They want you

Be my inkling, be my yearling
Be a portrait of a god
Be my inkling, be my starling
Be a world where strangers trod

Wolves at the door, look they're asking after you
Loves on the floor, look they're reaching after you
They want you

I know it's all coming back to me
I know it's all coming back to me
I know it's all coming back to me
I know it's all coming back to me

Be my inkling, be my yearling
Be a portrait of a god
Be my inkling, ah be my starling
Be a world where strangers trod

Wolves at the door, look they're asking after you
Loves on the floor, look they're reaching after you
They want you

 

Let's Experiment

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

You must have a system
A lucky number, oh what a jungle
Seek little city nestled in the clouds
Turkish togas midnight, I felt so proud
And her voice
I see a sign

Cartoon words in a blackout line
They always read
They always read

Let's experiment
Let's experiment

Polly, Polly, Polly
A little wonder, oh what a victory
Prisons from the pictures missing from its cell
Marine-opatic [0:55] midnight obey my spell
Touch a flush
I'll think of you

Seven kings sit start to steer
It always glows
It always glows

Let's experiment
Let's experiment

Let's experiment and see what we can see
Let's experiment and see what we could be
Let's experiment and see what we can see
Let's experiment and see what we could be

Wishes were a light dust
Another answer oh what a liquid
Such a stand of seeing is on the toppled floor
Angled over midnight, washed up on the shore
I wish I wish
I breathe in deep

Demons find you from your sleep
They always grasp
They always grasp

Let's experiment
Let's experiment
Let's experiment
Let's experiment
Let's experiment

 

A Doll Inside A Doll

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

There's a doll inside a doll
I never see her smile
She hasn't got a number, oh
She hasn't got a file

There's a doll inside a doll
Another inside, too
And all become the other
I wonder what to do

She says lucky us oh lucky
You're such a lucky one
I'm a doll inside a doll
My paint's begun to run

There's a doll inside a doll
Perhaps she isn't there
No one comes to visit
She doesn't seem to care

But today lets play at tigers
Today we'll just let go
I want her to be a person
The Bible tells me so

She says lovely I'm so lovely
Oh I'm such a lovely one
I'm a doll inside a doll
My paint's begun to run

There's a doll inside a doll
She's forgotten her address
I want to tell her secrets
But I've nothing to confess

There's a doll inside a doll
And another inside, too
And all become the other
I wonder what to do

She says happy we're so happy
Ah we're such a happy one
I'm the doll inside a doll
My paint's begun to run

She says lucky you're so lucky
Ah you're such a lucky one
I'm the doll inside a doll
My paint's begun to run

 

Another Inkling

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

Be my inkling, be my earthling
Be a city in the trees
Be my inkling, be my fledgling
Be an angel by degrees

Wolves at the door, look they're asking after you
Pages on the floor, look they're reaching after you
They want you

Be my inkling, be my prince
And be a visit from beyond
Be my inkling, be my thinkling
Be a black and be a blond

Wolves at the door, look they're asking after you
Pages on the floor, look they're reaching after you
They want you

Be my inkling, be my yearling
Be a portrait of a god
Be my inkling, be my star
And be a world where strangers trod

Wolves at the door, look they're asking after you
Pages on the floor, look they're reaching after you
They want you

Oh no, it's all coming back to me
Oh no, it's all coming back to me
Oh no, it's all coming back to me
Oh no, it's all coming back to me
Me, me, me, me

Be my inkling, be my earthling
Be a city in the trees
Be my inkling, now be my fledgling
Be an angel by degrees

Wolves at the door, look they're asking after you
Pages on the floor, look they're reaching after you
They want you

 

Estranged

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

You got to meet me, you got to see me
I'm estranged but then I'll change
Into the empty shops where the cups don't go
I give you kisses that never show
I give you touches you'll never know
I give you aches that never go

Choose, I choose you
Lose, I want to lose you
Bruise, and then I bruise you
Be estranged if you refuse to

Make, I want to make you
Take, I want to take you
Break, and then I break you
Be estranged if I forsake you

You got to trust me, you can't distress me
I'm estranged but see I've changed
Turn to the hard times where the blinds are down
I give you sins that never sent
I give you ups that never down
I give you gifts you never found

Choose, I choose you
Lose, I want to lose you
Bruise, and then I bruise you
Be estranged if you refuse to

Make, I make you
Take, I want to take you
Break, and then I break you
Be estranged if I forsake you

Choose, I choose you
Lose, I want to lose you
Bruise....

 

Electrical Disturbance

[rev. Sept. 20, 2016]

(...electrical disturbance, electrical disturbance, electrical disturbance)

Stuck in your temple, electrical disturbance
See you in the jungle, electrical disturbance
Stuck in your temple, electrical disturbance
See you in the jungle, electrical disturbance
Stuck in your temple, electrical disturbance
See you in the jungle, ooohhh

Scattered to the vines a monkey alters signs
Scattered with vines a monkey alters signs
Unbrightened light

She's sleeping in the trees, where the monkey sees
She's sleeping in the trees, where the monkey sees
Tropic breeze

(electrical disturbance, electrical disturbance, electrical disturbance)

Electrical disturbance light of an egret eye
Electrical disturbance light of an egret eye
Watching me fly

She's smashed in ruin, she's smashed in ruin
She's smashed in ruin and I don't know what I'm doing
She's smashed in ruin and I don't know what I'm doing
No more beauty

She showed me to the house, but the door is always shut
She showed me to the house, the door is always shut
It's a mask

Electrical disturbance, it's a round eye
Electrical disturbance, it's a round eye

 

Mourn The Born

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

Surface is broken
Belted facade
Under your blanket
You're not so hard
You're not so scarred
You believe in yourself
The secret is sworn
Crumbled mystique
A nighttime is torn
I mourn the born
You hunt the dawn
Your arrows are scorn
But I mourn the born

Yesterday's bully
Tomorrow's elite
Stand up for yourself
You can find your feet
Yes you're sweet
And you're sooo petite
But the line is drawn
The word is out
You don't need to fawn
I mourn the born
You hunt the dawn
Your arrows are scorn
But I mourn the born
I mourn the born

 

When I Come Back Again

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

Things will never be the same
When I come back again
Even if my face is changed
I'll try to remember this time

Years are missing in the rain
When I come back again
Even if I have no name
I'll try to remember this time

When I come back again
This new world, this old world
A visit and the smile remains
This new world, this old world
When I come back again

Searching on an empty plain
When you come back again
Even if your face is changed
I'll try to remember this time

When you come back again
This new life, this old life
Visit and the smile remains
This new life, this old life
When you come back again

Meet you in the fading lanes
When we come back again
Even if your face is changed
I'll try to remember this time

Years are missing in the rain
When we come back again
Even if I have no name
I'll try to remember this time

When we come back again
This new world, this old world
Look back and a tear remains
This new world, this old world
When we come back again

When we come back again
This new world, this old world
When we come back again
This new world, this old world
When we come back again
This new world....

 

For A Moment We're Strangers

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

In the empty place the soul stripped bare
Of skins and heart and I come apart
In your icy hands
I forget my role, as I stare into your soul

In the empty place I change my mind
You change your clothes, you change your pose
For a perfect fit
I forget the cast, as I stare into your past

For a moment we're strangers
For a minute you look away
For a second it's always
For an instant another day
Such strange things you say

In the empty place we dress our wounds
Collect our coats, a window gloats
Above a street
I prepare my case, as I stare into your face

For a moment we're strangers
For a minute you look away
For a second it's always
For an instant another day
Such strange things you say

As yet the word from you
But don't I know you
Is this true, is this truly new
Are we through the stolen door once more

In the empty place we dress our wounds
Collect our coats, a window gloats
Above a street
I prepare my case, as I stare into your face

For a moment we're strangers
For a minute you look away
For a second it's always
For an instant another day
Such strange things you say
Such strange things you say
Such strange things you say

 

Insect World

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

Sitting in my white room
As phantom moments pass
The world looks through this window
But it's blocked out by the glass

I pretend that trees and chimney tops
Are patterns on a shirt
??? [0:45] cup is buzz and sway
The schoolgirls come to flirt

Ahhh, it's an insect world
Ahhh, just an insect world

Actors with wings
Mantas go zings
In the insect world

Look a little closer
Scorpions driving cars
Wasps up here like traffic lights
Locusts slow my shars [1:37]

Ants invade the Hilton
Termites in the nars/bars [1:44]
Beetles on the telephone
Fighting sex change stars

Ahhh, it's an insect world
Ahhh, just an insect world

Actors that sting
Mantas goes bring me an insect world

Beetles on the telephone
Moulting sex change stars
Bow bug selling papers
Hominids conquer Mars

Ahhh, it's an insect world
Ahhh, just an insect world

Mantas [3:17] that sting
Mantas goes bring me an insect world

 

Statue Garden

[rev. Sept. 20, 2016]

I went looking for a reason
In the marble eyes
The gardens with their peacocks
The flowers and the flies
The silence round my fingers
That touch the cold stone skin
They never think, they never breathe
They take the gardens in

The paths lead here, the paths lead there
I'm looking on the pools
Fish too slight, they don't see light
Where imaged flowers rule
The air so much like opium
The trees are drugged and still
Soon my hands turn gray then white
I see my hands are chill

I'm moving very stiffly
My feet and legs are stoned
And then I'm frozen marble
But then I'm not alone

I'm moving very stiffly
My feet and legs are stoned
And then I'm frozen marble
And then I'm all alone

 

Sand And Snow

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

The secret unfolds so reverently slow
It's a carpet of crews unrolling to you
Across sand and snow

The secret involves the higher then low
It's a spiral of news revealing to you
Across sand and snow

Something's happening for sure
And it's out in the deserts
And it crawls on the shores
Unwritten laws
Unopened doors

Something's happening out there
And it falls in white fields
And it hangs in the air
It isn't polite
It isn't fair

The secret arise, insidious vogue
It's a part of yourself that you never know
Across sand and snow
Across sand and snow
Across sand and snow

 

The Scene Is Real

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

The scene is real
We can't survive without your hands
The scene is real
And we have no meanings in your plans
The scene is real

If you have to write a book
Then it's only ink and paper
If you want to take a look
It's changed around much later

You don't have to be alone
You don't have to be alone
It's only in my mind

The scene is real (real)
We can't survive without your hands
The scene is real (real)
And we have no meaning in your plans
The scene is real

If you have to try to fly
Then it's only wings and feathers
If you have to live to die
It's only chromes and leathers

You don't have to be alone
You don't have to hear it moan
It's all another world

The scene is real (real)
The scene is real
The scene is real
The scene is real (real)
The scene is real
The scene is real
(The scene is real)

The scene is real (real)
We can't survive without your hands
The scene is real (real)
And we have no meaning in your plans
The scene is real (real)
The scene is real
The scene is real (real)
The scene is real
The scene is real
The scene is....

 

Untitled (aka Mechanism)

[rev. Sept. 9, 2013]

The fire suggests goodbye
It's the end of abstract embraces
Cold water daylight scattered
A week to get it out of the body
I've forgotten all my best lines
Like incense in the fan mail
The puppet's got hold of its strings
Are you calmer in your armour?
Goblin skinny fingers tugging on my...
Mechanism

The blues is in your answer
You nod but it means nothing
Just a perfect stranger
You sing your stupid anthem
And the world becomes transparent
A ball quite old and silent
A network of temptation
Left smouldering and ruined
Reptile little captains biting on my...
Mechanism

The rest has taught us nothing
Reappear with both guns blazing
And waste the ticket seller
Who wasn't even in your story
And it's fools like him who catch you
When the government is falling
And the endless past is calling
Until the words become undrowned
Desperate dying signals getting on my...
Mechanism

The book remains unopened
The gift has been returned
The Incas gone forever
But it's nothing worth repeating
So we sit among our gardens
And never lift a finger
And never dream to argue
Or even poke the ashes
Wonder what I'm doing in another year or...
Mechanism
Mechanism
Mechanism
Mechanism
Mechanism
Mechanism

 

Left Her Behind (aka Weird Old World)

[rev. Sept. 20, 2016]

Won't you come and wander this weird old world
With all its dark secrets and dreams
We could walk through the lands and fly through the air
And float away in streams

A storm of mystery
Raining all over me
Birds, graves, crocodiles
Whispers carrying on for miles

We talk about this city and all of its lies
That's a joke, we're a cog in its wheel
And we're rolling on down to the end of a hill
And never stopping to feel

A storm of mystery
Raining over me
Wind, souls, emptiness
Childhoods spent in the wilderness

A storm of mystery
Raining over me
Summers past, imbeciles
Fevers, feathers, windowsills

Hey won't you come and look around
You never know what you should find
Maybe it's cold, maybe it's old
Maybe you left it behind
Maybe you left it behind
Maybe you left it behind

 

You're My Idea

[rev. Sept. 20, 2016]

You came out of the dark and on your head a face burned
I let you in my room but I realised what you are when my back's turned
I lock the door, please don't come through
I try to think of something else but all I get is you
You're my idea, you're my idea

You're hanging in the wardrobe disguised as a piece of modern art
I feel my hands towards the rush but it seems that the rushes start
Off go the light, on come your eyes
You're dancing like a puppet, and tattered in disguise
You're my idea, you're my idea

You're hiding in the mirror and you think that I can't see
Sometimes I think I look like you but it's only that you look like me
Inside the building, outside the hall
I try to follow but you're walking through the wall
You're my idea, you're my idea
You're my idea, you're my idea

You came out of the dark and on your head a face burned
I let you in my room but I realised what you are when my back's turned
I lock the door, please don't come through
I try to think of something else but all I get is you
You're my idea, you're my idea

I lock the door, please don't come through
I try to think of something else but all I get is you
You're my idea, you're my idea
You're my idea, you're my idea
You're my idea, you're my idea
You're my idea...

 

My Abstract Model

[rev. Sept. 3, 2013]

Ladies and gentleman, can I have your attention please
Ladies and gentleman, can I, can I have your attention please
Ladies and gentleman, can I have your, can I have your attention please ladies and gentleman
Ladies and gentleman, can I, can I have your attention please ladies and gentleman
Ladies and gentleman, can I, can I have your attention please
Ladies and gentleman please, can I have your attention please
Ladies and gentleman, can I have you for, can we have, can we, can you...
Ladies and gentlemen, can we have your attention please
Ladies and gentleman, can we have you for attention please, a need for open [0:35]
Ladies and gentlemen, can we please have, only if for a moment...
Can we please have your attention...

See her in the car park
On the screen, on the phone
My abstract model

See her in the cool dark
With the queen, with a drone
My abstract model

My abstract model, doesn't know, doesn't care
My abstract model, no surprise coming there
My abstract model, sees her face, interface
My abstract model, cut her chain, win the race

Catch her in the lamplight
In the past, in the room
My abstract model

Chase her in the damp night
She is past, she is doom
My abstract model

My abstract model, doesn't think, doesn't breathe
My abstract model, can't forget, can't believe
My abstract model, I measure her, pleasure her
My abstract model, always keep and treasure her

My abstract model, doesn't know, doesn't care
My abstract model, no surprise coming there
My abstract model, sees her face, interface
My abstract model, cut her chain, win the race

My abstract model, doesn't think, doesn't breathe
My abstract model, can't forget, can't believe

 

It's Not A Question (aka Prophet Margin)

[rev. Sept. 20, 2016]

One morning you wake up
And the ache is gone
Watercolour weather dripping off your umbrella
As if your life has just begun

Hard, dissatisfied, just like a child
It's not a question of pride
Your prophet margin comes after time
(Now we're gonna walk our line)

One evening you go to bed
Intoxicated, unaware
The symptoms that you painted, they respirate the pain
While danger is stroking your head

You see what is to be, what's been decreed
It's not a question of scared
The prophet margin is never shared
(But we're gonna get away)

You've got a beautiful future
Talk stranger and a house in the park
You shed no more tears for a couple of years
And then it gets kinda dark

You probably will have gifted children
There will be rumours of war
Then one afternoon as you lie in your room
Ah, then we won't see you no more

 

Slowly

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

It's slowly, slowly, slowly sinking in
We may not be able to hold on
The ambition is far too strong for us some day

In the darkness, in the night
See you're slipping out of sight
A felted mountain cold and white like the snowbound

As I'm slowly, slowly, slowly falling down
I can hear them talk to me
But they speak so uneasily of the snowbound

In the darkness, in the night
See you're slipping out of sight
A felted mountain cold and white on the snowbound

Sun is slowly, slowly, slowly shutting down
I can feel it changing me
It's stranging me, it's so fond of me from this snowing

And in the darkness, in the night
See you're slipping out of sight
A felted mountain cold and white on the snowbound

 

Rocking Horse

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

In the welded room, the blue flies drawn
The smell of turpentine
Winding up the dummy spring
They grind out Auld Lang Syne

The sunlight through the window drifts
But never really shines
He kneels upon a dusty floor
And says, "Won't you be mine?"

You were hiding, always riding
Nightmares that you let run free
Coming to you, ran right through you
Rocking horse in a nursery

On a freezing day the gypsy boy
Spits blood in the snow
His mother says you'll be afraid
When it's time to go

And you wonder about the wish you made
That came true long ago
As you run towards a caravans
But the dream has made you slow

You were hiding, always riding
Nightmares that you let run free
Coming to you, ran right through you
Rocking horse in a nursery

You were hiding, always riding
Nightmares that you let run free
Coming to you, ran right through you
Rocking horse in a nursery

In the welded room, the blue flies drawn
The smell of turpentine
I'm winding up the dummy spring
They grind out Auld Lang Syne

In the welded room, the blue flies drawn
The smell of turpentine
I'm winding up the dummy spring
They grind out Auld Lang Syne

In the welded room, the blue flies drawn...

 

You Can't Turn Your Back (aka Nothing Left)

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

You thought you knew what you were getting into
But your adventures soon came to a sorry end
Well that nasty little habit really should be seen to
'Cause now you've got to get it just to feel yourself again

And you can't turn back when you need your smack
Your face is livid and your teeth are black
Your pocket's empty and your jaw is slack
And there's nothing left for tomorrow

You dabbled then you babbled but you could handle your stuff now
The bitter regrets say you can't get enough now

And your temper's short and you need a snort
A one way ticket's what you bought
So you tell your sad story to the court
There's nothing left for tomorrow

Why did you think that you'd be immune
Thousands of dead men thought that too
Cooked their goose in a blackened spoon
Now there's nothing left

Your suckled friends told you it was so romantic
But where are they now, you need more and more
Instead of feeling cool you're just feeling frantic
As to me, well I think you're just a bore

And you can't turn back when you need your smack
Your face is livid and your teeth are black
Your pockets empty and your jaw is slack
And there's nothing left for tomorrow

Why did you think that you'd be immune
Thousands of dead men thought that too
Cooking their goose in the blackened spoon
Now there's nothing left

 

She Waits (aka Here In The Heart)

[added Sept. 20, 2016]

[Beginning cut-off]

He says it hurts down inside of me
Here in the heart
She waits for her turn so patiently
It never stops

Down to the shards of the looking glass
That can't be me
Across and into a photograph
We all can see

He says it hurts down inside of me
Here in the heart
She waits for her turn so patiently
It never stops

He says it hurts down inside of me
Here in the heart
She waits for her turn so patiently
It never stops

[Start of a round]
Down to, down to the ossuaries
That block the way
I know that in fact you're over me
That knocks me stiff
But there's too much, too much conditioning
There goes the day
Not enough, not enough of compliments
To go around
??? [1:53]

 

Still I Don't Understand (aka Again)

[rev. Sept. 20, 2016]

Take a walk with me mister
It's time that we arrived
We swerved too late, could mean someone's sister
It could mean summer's rise

The night she left tears were steam
Too hot to cry over my stupid dreams
And you can't change your mind just because we're getting in
It's just another way to say you know nothing

Oh, what a clever mind
Still I don't understand
Oh I can't let the judgement heads judge me
You look and look and look and never see
You lock the cage and set the darkness free, again

Life, it's like a cave, but go too deep
You find unexpected things
Some of them bring joy and it strips you back so quick (quick, quick)
You never feel the sting

And way at the back where it's cold and it's black
A side of yourself that you hate to unpack
But no one wants to stay and look into the crack
In case it's just their own eyes looking back

Oh, what a holy night
To set the world alight
Use our dreams to burn our way to Rome
Use our children's eyes to guard our home
Put another cushion on the throne, again

 

Life Is Such A Blast (aka As The World, aka Arm Chair)

[rev. Sept. 4, 2013]

Floating in window knives
A love call, a piece of you
I learn, I say sit tight
They've torn the least of you

As the world
Jostles through the stars
Life is such a blast
Always rushing past you

And there, parceled and bare
A land where you meet a man
You stare in the arm chair
As you prepare to be him again

And as the world
Pushes through the dark
Hardly leaves a mark
This is all a lark, ohh...

It's the trying that's so hard
Down on drumstick boulevard
It's as a soldier pretends
It's as a story won't end

And when it rains the sky sighs
And the ocean sun drags
The girls are all there
With controls and brown hair

 

Instrumental #1 (aka Ur Inside)

Instrumental

 

Instrumental #2

Instrumental